reasons

Chinese New Year @ Gas went off!

... well, I had fun =) Thanks to everyone for making it a fantastic night!

I woke up this morning with a considerable hangover. Not so much a hangover because I had some to drink - I was sober by the time I got into bed - but the "what happened?" type hangover. It wasn't a repeat of my do-not-remember-anything experience at Bar Broadway last year *shudder* I just had a lot on my mind. I was lying in bed for 3 hours this morning (I slept for only 4 hours can you believe??) trying to organise my thoughts.

It's funny the things that go down in the club atmosphere. Where there's alcohol, there's ego. Then there's the silent consensus that what happens in the club, stays in the club. It's a different world in there and there's a tendency to do things we wouldn't normally do.

There are reasons. There are reasons we do things we're not particularly proud of. There are reasons we react so passionately to certain things. They're not always good reasons, but y'know...

Sometimes the situation you're in, the people you're with, the atmosphere you're in, the expectations people place on you turn you into someone else. The comforting thing is, the people that care about you - the ones that matter the most - know who you really are. They know when you've made mistakes or when you've made crappy decisions and they continue to stick by you no matter what happens.

I've already been told off once about it this morning. I don't need to hear it again.

Ok... looks like the Roxy tonight.

Bye!

PS. Ew. My Dad reckons he wants to set me up with someone coz I've been single forever. You shoulda seen my face when brought it up. I swear... *grr*
PPS. Double ew. I share a wall with my parents' ensuite bathroom. My Dad was suggesting he put a vent on the wall so I can feel the airconditioner from their bedroom. Did he not think that I don't want to be... smelling stuff?
PPPS. Pictures are up...
PPPPS. I watched The Notebook again. I'm not a hater anymore. It was beautiful. Still a bit easy, but it pulled a few strings in my coronary organ.