apparently, i'm dillusional
apparently, it's better for someone to lie to you than to tell you the painful truth
apparently, wanting to be friends with lots of people is wrong
apparently, caring isn't enough
apparently, you can be friends with someone even though you resent them
apparently, it's ok to have selective hearing
apparently, assumption gives more credibility than fact
AND
apparently, i'm supposed to understand that

It's been a looooooooooooong week. I don't have the time and energy to go through it all so let's do it like this...
* Doing my sysprog assignment at home wasn't an option because our phone line was out - so I slept over KKK's on Tuesday night so I could finish it
* An abundance of sleep hasn't occured within the past five days
* I was up on Wednesday night doing Accounting Presso scripts. Then I responded to an SOS so I didn't sleep until 1-ish
* I was up on Thursday night because Tommy said that girls are... like that... once 2am rolls around
* I was up on Friday night because if I closed my eyes, someone would call me a dog and wake me up
* I was up last night because we celebrated Mamo's 21st birthday
* The accounting presso was great... the expected hiccups were present but we got a positive response overall
* My accounting team is the best acounting team in the world
* I like the way Nix checked up on me on Friday night ;)
* Mango gelatissimo is fantastic - a larger cup would be like eating mangos forever!
* Alisa and I d&m'd for around 3 hours today, where d&m = talking + crying + laughing + bluntness + memories
* I have a mid-sem to study for and I'm 0% done
* Veed reminded me that if He takes me to it, He'll take me through it
* ... I just need to find His hand right now

It's been a difficult week. I've been through every heightened emotion you can think of... and now I'm tired.

SEEYA.