No joke... I think I'm gonna count those 2 hours, hands down, as one of the happiest 2 hours of my life. The minutes after it was over were definately one of my saddest times - realising that it's probably over.
Is that obsessed enough? HEHE.
Anyways, I don't have time to blog lots but I'll leave you with a picture of my favourites:
- The ones whose albums I'd shamelessly going to pump out of my Commo
- The ones who attributed to the sore throat I had when the night was over
- My Australian Idol loves....
LOVE LOVE Bek & Levi!
* in other news...
To guest & mw: TFC = The Filipino Channel. We get it via TARBS here in Sydney. That's all I know!
To everyone who reckons I'm too adamant toward my bitterness about relationships and love:
Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I’m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I’m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I’m into other things
Because you never let them see you sweat
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
It’s not an easy thing
Sometimes it’s hard to face the truth
It’s not the life that I would choose
But what else can I do?
If he don’t love me
If he don’t want me
I’m not about to sit around
Let myself go
To Alisa: Thanks for the song!
To ya'll that are wondering who he is: He doesn't exist... so stop guessing.
Seeya!
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